Sunday, December 20, 2009
windy and lonely night
alone blogging here... is so lonely and windy night! just watched <<2012>>, make me cry second time for this movie, is too touching.
24th is coming soon, i am freaking headache... but what else i can do? just pass everything to the God to make decision. hope its an unforgetable memory for that day.
Sunday, November 8, 2009
19 chapters its a big challenge for me
GOD pls help me..............
GOOD LUCK!
moody night
speechlesssssss.............
tomorrow going to have second paper, and yet, i got this news from facebook, make me got no mood to keep doing my revision. YOU GUYS fault! but and yet, you guys appologize to me....
PLease dont happened this again in the future... its a foolish things. so childish of behave like that way!
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
life is miserable
I felt sad of these incidents happened. Though is too late, i hope they will be fine in another place. life is too short for them as they are only 20, 21.
Life is short, hope we cherish our own life, take care of our own. Life is short, so please alert yourself to do what you want, to say what you want to say. For this incidents, i got no mood to focus on my study for coming friday paper, haiz.... no matter how, these had been happened and i got to bring back my mood to study.
GOD bless them.
long time for not updating my blog
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
this few months, many things happened, one word can discribes, im really "busy"!
BUSY??? with what? my study, my work, including my students UPSR i also have to prepare things for them, is my jobs but nobody will understand me. i also a human, i need my own time, but why someone can be irresponsible to behave such a way, phone line been barred for nearly 2 months, until today still not yet reconnect, currently using another line- so troublesome, got to reload credits all the time. please settle the bill for me, i need back my number.
i didnt slept for a week. haiz____ all assignments.... this week feel better, atleast no need to rush my work.
last monday, saw a old school friend with her boyfriend, i so paiseh when i saw them, donno y?
i guess maybe the feeling, not that good feeling when met her up.
i got to change myself to another person, from attire, to the whole new of me. i need changes to have a better life. i not going to live in a busy life again. im getting older, and i need more time for myself to hang out more in this 20++ age...... hope i could do it.....
Sunday, August 9, 2009
lonely night....
throw my work aside, timeliness yet still playing around....
Thursday, July 30, 2009
all is my fault, this is what i think.
i dropped her at the place as i always drop her( titiwangsa monorial station).
i went sentul station to park my car over there, then will go college by lrt. before i hook into the lrt at the time of 830am. i received my dad's call. He is the one who told me my sis met an accident just now. OMG! on that time, i was stunt, and felt worried to her. then i immediately call her, well, her colleaugues answered my call, and told me that she met an accident in front of the office. and told me that she was nearly forgot what was happened.
at 845am i reached to the klinik Ready, i felt like crying off, i saw her face swallen with blood, that time, i so worried, i told myself, if she got anything, i wont be able to live happily in the rest of my life.
but, the ediot motorist, knocked my sister down, and ran off.
Friday, July 10, 2009
thank GOD. so happy....
my fellow classmates all also got their results with flying colors.
really got to thank God for blessing us....
Thursday, July 9, 2009
feeling worry for my results...
although i had been gave out my all effort in the revision, but while in the exam time, i felt the questions are not easy than what i thoought. OMG! super worry.
may Jesus bless me i can pass all my papers. its not cheap for 1 paper, its cost RM2k per paper. hope to get atleast a lower pass rate is enough for me. thank God for blessing me..... just a pass enough, really hope to pass enough.....
GOd BlesssS.
Saturday, June 20, 2009
don't think im stupid
he is my friend, why he is so childish? did this kind of ediot things to a girl(me)?
if you want the game's ingredients, you just ask permission from me, i will trade it for you, and please don't did this to me.... i hate people who childish, do things and think im stupid, and i won't know about it...
PLEASE!stop it.... don't think im stupid, im smarter than you....
after the incident, a SIMPLE word " SORRY" didn't said it to me. YOU think you are right? WHEN I ASKED YOU, "are you exchange my stuff inside the game?" you told me that" you don't have my id and password, how to log on?"
haha!!! if you don't have, how can all the stuff had been go to your account? i don't know what had happened, but GOD will know about it...
i won't forgive you forever... it doesn't meant that because of a unvaluable online game, i act like small kid, is my privacy doesn't secured anymore.
Try to think if im the person who hack your account and take all your stuff, what you think?
you sure will be very angry! is the same for me......
NEVER SEE THIS KIND OF MAN IN THIS WORLD!
after this incident its showed ur bad attitude and character! won't forgive you!
Thursday, May 28, 2009
dissppear for one month
especially every wednesday. morning class from 845am - afternoon class 3pm. then need to attend home tuition for two places. from 530pm - 930pm. totally got no time for rest.
why my life so suck! exam coming soon. got to do my revision. i need a BREAKKK!!!
I MISS entertainment. but timeliness, hope exam finish as soon as posible, so i can travel around, do what i want.
Saturday, May 2, 2009
saw malaysia artist at the curve
damn bad luck
tonight should be going to celebrate my birthday with my classmates.
but just now i went out for lunch by my car, but my car broke down... OMG!
super shui...
then was think that driving my brother's car. but since i got to wait my friends to come over to leave the laptop in my house, then i just follow her's car to our destination.
really pray to the GOD, hope today everythings will going smoothly...
GOD BLESS ME.
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
replacement!
hope to replace my birthday celebration although its passed! but birthday is once in a year.
hope to hang out with all friends and family..... celebration im coming soon...
Monday, April 27, 2009
check up after discharged
i thought it is without any charges... OMG! damn expensive and only consult me for less than 5 minutes cost me RM68.40 including few tablets of multivitamin.. asked me to finished to multivitamin if anythings, go back to meet him up...
luckily i bought medical card, so i can claim for all clinic expenses.
To be adviced, you guys should bough medical card or insurance if anything touch wood, got the medical card to back up, so no need to worrry for the payment...
i stayed for 5 days and costs me RM 1600++
AFTER discharged
they spend me lunch at the nearest restaurant near my house.
Gave me cash and ask mum to bought some herbal for me... btw thanks...
after that, i went for group discussion at friends house, the worst part is where i not even rest, didn't listen to what doctor ask... hope im fine... coz its really timelinesssss for the due date for assignment... wanna rest so got to wait after submiting all assignment...
from sunday (19th april) nonstop work for the assignment until (23rd april) thursday...
first time celebrated birthday in hospital...
fever- on and off, vomit... consult doctor and rest at home.
my birthday cake
PLS: although i can't eat, im happy coz finally celebrated my birthday in hospital.
on the day, my aunty brought me papaya's leave juice for me and this can cure and my blood increased more faster... walaoeh! the taste is really make me vomit... but i just drank it coz i dun wan them to worry me for so long time especially my parents...
aunty gave me a big birthday ang pao( red packets)... hope me to recover as soon as possible...at night around 11pm, claudia visited me... she brought me a packets of grapes and ask me to finished it... thanks so much.
18th april 2009
in the morning, doctor told me i can discharge today but i got to go back home and rest coz the blood pressure still not yet go back to normal... thanks GOD i can go back home and rest in my sweet home....
finally i discharged... try to imagine i stayed in the hospital for 5 days.... and what i did in the hospital is only sleeping or listening to my mp3... so boring....
right hand is fatter.
im felt so sorry to someone who treat me really good since i know her. After happened so many things, and she is the one who really help me when im facing problem. Seriously, im so touching, if she didn't appear in my life, i think i will missed this kind of good friends.
i promised myself, i will remember what did she help me, and i treat her as good as i can. if can, i really hope our friendship may last forever.
although from the beginning, our relationships is not that good. but, sooner and later, we will become best jimui... im so sorry if i did something wrong for you... promised that, we are best friends in our life.... thanks again for what you had help me....
Monday, April 20, 2009
pls stop ..
do respects others while you do need others to respects you at the same time.
" if you need others to respects you, you need to start learning on how to respects on your own."
feel life stressful, meaningless because of there are really someone around you that always &^%#$@!**^(_^%** you.
** really fed up!!!
All the *Chong's family are the same.
Saturday, April 18, 2009
sweet home im back....
Sunday, April 12, 2009
生病了二部曲
两天睡觉的时间查不多超越36小时了。。。。
明天真的希望烧真的退啦。
生病了。
她说有点,我连忙要求哥哥带我去看医生。
11AM 看医生
1130AM 回家吃完两口面,吃了药,不到两分钟,我便到厕所呕吐了。
我的天啊~怎么在这时候生病呢?
欧吐完后。我便睡觉,睡到晚间八时许, 妈妈叫我起床吃晚餐,吃完后,吃了药, 我不到半小时,又到厕所去吐了。
医生怀疑我俩种问题- 1)蚊症
2)肠胃发炎
一天所吃的东西全都吐完出来。那种痛苦真难以形容。
希望今晚发烧将会退,否者后果不看设想。
Thursday, April 2, 2009
i need sleep!!!
don't know when i can have enough sleep....
god bless me to settle all my things...
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
argh!!!! how come? why it is so difficult? i couldn't understand what actually the question is regarding! although somebodies guided me, in the end i also cannot find that easy.
it is totally to complicated and i had try my best to think few days regarding this. i nearly want to give up, i hate research. others i still ok, no problem so fast.
maybe my understanding something is quite slow, need explanation for few times then only catch up what the meaning of something.
this is not my fault though maybe im to many things to handle up so i make my life complicated.
*smile bring u a nice day* i should think it so that i can handle everything.
no time for doing revision, is time for me to give up either chinese or indian students tuition. BUT, i need to consider in various way, i less income, i got no life? what should i do to settle this?
i hope i won't bother my mum or dad, coz this is the time which they have their relax period time in their life. coz i never get any single cents from my parents since graduated from high school. what to do? the answer i myself also don't know. better keep silent, try to settle myself.
i got to face the music myself insists of bothers my parents to help me. i want to become an independant person to be responsible to my life.
but others do not understand my situation! hard to explain here.... i understand myself it's enough.
hope to finish up my research proposal asap! im going to fall sick...
Monday, March 30, 2009
laugh....whole day- im happy but tired.
although is a big different between college and uni life.
he made me laugh whole day, i oso dunno why i laugh. i love to be happy ma, thats y i always laugh....if not i used to cry? haha
* continue later*
Friday, March 20, 2009
meaningful!
Thursday, March 19, 2009
女生必学七堂课
2)每月月经必须保持正常的生活习惯, 不能喝冷饮,提重物等活动。
3)每星期至少运动三天,多做运动,人也会变得健康,有自信。
4)三餐应该准时吃,多吃蔬菜,少吃油腻的食物。
5) 定时做牙齿检查,拥有美白的牙齿,身为女生也会比较有自信。
6)打扮是每个女生的任务,无论到什么地方,女生们都必须打扮得美美。
7)身为女生,动作应该斯文,好让对方留下好印象。
做个100分的女生咯。
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
please do support EARTH HOUR 2009
who read this, please support this historical project by the whole world.
log on to the email, and sign up please.
thanks for supporting.
thanks for...
when having the exam, i do not have much confident, maybe was i felt the paper before, i told myself i got to do well in this last time, worry like hell, before exam, i try to borrow some notes from juniors, but they are so selfish, ask me to do it my own, but its ok, i can do it myself.
without those juniors, i finally passed the paper.... so so so happy.
i will do my best for my coming mission, test, whatever.
really thank GOD.
一个月后
相信这对大家而言是最好的方法。
若要我解释一切,我应该不会,因为我也没有做错。
要是我解释,那不就代表时我的错。
俗语说:“不听老人言,吃亏在眼前。”
Saturday, March 14, 2009
Saturday, March 7, 2009
3 more days to wait for final result.
but this is in-born characteristics, can not be changes.
im worry for the final result where approve or not approve for me to go through all this.
headache... cannot sleep tight in the night.
everyone seems like no feeling at all and even can go dating, go travelling. OMG. i really can not..
my lovely GOD, i really want to go through it, i had put all of my time in this problem. only XXX i can go through the next step. you must bless me to go through...
if i got the chance, i promised that i will do what i had promised to you.
god bless me. 3 more days to wait.
Friday, March 6, 2009
Thursday, March 5, 2009
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
Monday, March 2, 2009
Sunday, March 1, 2009
funny story.
the post office is open at 9am, i reach there too early, because i sent my parents to bus station at 73oam, and i want to pay tm net bill, so i went there after sending them to the bus station.
pity girl of me, queing up there for one hour, and im 3rd person. so lucky and 910am done my billing.
noted: malaysian wake up so early.
Saturday, February 28, 2009
change my life
actually working as a home tutor, normally my friends arround will tell me that you earn more from tuition! but im not agree with them. if got chance to choose, i rather don't want to work either. i need my own time to do my own things. without money(income) i might without income to support my life.
this is why from a sampling promoter i changed to become a home tutor. although it is a tough job compare with sampling promoter, but its challenge me. all the syllabus is totally different compare with my time. all the syllabus i had to cover again before i go through with my students.
im quite lazy for the pass 2 years because im so tired when i finished my study at college, i had to rush back home for tuition. i think no-one go through these pity and rushing time like me. its a bad dream for me, after class at 4pm, got to rush back for home tuition at 530pm everyday, huh its really rushing.
but today im used to the timetable, coz i can DO IT! last time i won't prepare any stuff for my students but today onwards i become more mature, i will do every preparation for them eventhough i got no enough time to do shopping, movie, hangs around with my gang, coz i know that i need to be more responsible for my students, i want them to get good results.
i might be tired but they need me, they are my support, this is where i have to DO THE BEST for them.
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
sad..sad...
i showed my sister about the message, and yet she also tell me the same thing, he is trying himself not to see me and angry me. OMG!!! because of my mother, i had lost one of the best friend among my friends... haiz! after reading the message i never reply him.
so sad of this incident! still remember he broke my house glass, and yet my parents didn't ask him to pay for the replacement of new glasses.... sometimes i will keep silents, but doesn't mean im strong, i will cry for this kind of incident. im still a weak young lady.
friend, i always try my best to help u, but yet u treat me like this in the end. I REALLY FELT SAD AND CAN'T BREATH! I DIDN'T DID ANYTHING WRONG! WHY YOU TYPE THIS MESSSAGE TO ME SEEMS LIKE INFORM ME SOMTHING!
SAD...SAD...SAD...
Monday, February 23, 2009
云顶游山玩水
FEELING? of cause happy, enjoyable, and my wallet bleeding.
this trip is to celebrate my mother and my sister birthday. the trip was so extremely happy.
the only thing is i had waited for two hours only for the check in( first world). and the cable car had to queue for 30 minutes. because on the 22nd of march is the MY ASTRO AWARDS 2008 LIVE IN GENTING. no wonder genting was crowded with people especially youngster.
went casino with my daddy and sister, and yet this time all of us do not have the luck, 3 of us lose rm200. haha... promise myself not to gamble again..
after that, went buffet dinner... foods, desserts, drinks, and environment are better than the other restaurant. all of us enjoyed the meal until full.
* hope the HONG KONG, MACAU trip coming soon. then i can go with my family again.
Friday, February 20, 2009
finally settle down..
my dear sick..
Thursday, February 19, 2009
go or not going... Singapore
Singapore trip, just need to pay bus tickets, and hotels, food and beverage all depends on him.
still wondering whether go or not going. If i go, i got no enough time to prepare 4th of march important date, how?
got to think it propably... so stressfulll now...
* 24 hours a day is totally not enough*
funniest thing happened first time in my life....
and yet I only brought rm100 in my purse, U knew that this period of time, is too dangerous to bring out so much of cash, then the staff told me that its costs Rm 125++! huh! OMG! i only realised i not enough money to pay her. I was thought the 4 pieces of cd will costs around Rm50++, then i got no idea, i have to get it back the cd, and go back home to take money and go again toomorrow.
waste my time and petrol.... its really thought me a good lesson, next time remember to take ATM's card along with me.. haiz....
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
TIRED! BUT I HAVE TO MAKE MY DREAM COME TRUE
all is because of my study and my career...
No matter how tired I am, how stressful I am, anything happens to me, i will get it,
the only thing is i need to achieve my goal, my dream...
hope the GOD will bless me..
meet up a friend after 4/5 years...
for that period of time, we are keeping contact to each other,
but because of time, im such a busy lady, long time didn't contact him( i guess 4- 5 years).
last few days, when i was having tuition at my Indian's students' house, I heard someone chating with his friend through his handphone, I looked at the guy, I realised that he was my friend, but im not dare to ask him until I went back home to find out his contact number, and I sms him, then Im very sure he is my friend.... COOL!! for such long period, he still remember me and my girlfriend.
then, after my class, we went for a drink near our house(OLDTOWN Kopitiam), although time passed in rushed, everyones have been mature, and I realised, friends for me, is super important... for the saying of myself, " without friends, there are no life to me."
FRIENDS FOREVER: }
Sunday, February 15, 2009
happy valentine's
cake baked by siong ju and me....
finally our cheese cake baked...
about the taste, emm.... let's guess it...
my best friend- siong ju... we baked cheese cake at my house.
Friday, February 13, 2009
new laptop, new life in 2009.
but today really my lucky and happy day in my life.
1, went college to take my result, all passed in flying colors... when i go through my result, i got shocked...
2, night time, my brother fetch me to Midvalley, he bought me a new laptop me...
really happy and thanks to all my lecturers, they thought me well, so that i can did well in my pass exam.
thank to my brother too, if not him, i think i have to make installment to buy a RM2k plus new laptop...
really a good begining of OX year... although in last month, many incidents happened towards me, but finally i had settle all...
thank GOD coz blessing me.....