change my life

i had been working as a part time home tutor for almost 3 years.
actually working as a home tutor, normally my friends arround will tell me that you earn more from tuition! but im not agree with them. if got chance to choose, i rather don't want to work either. i need my own time to do my own things. without money(income) i might without income to support my life.

this is why from a sampling promoter i changed to become a home tutor. although it is a tough job compare with sampling promoter, but its challenge me. all the syllabus is totally different compare with my time. all the syllabus i had to cover again before i go through with my students.

im quite lazy for the pass 2 years because im so tired when i finished my study at college, i had to rush back home for tuition. i think no-one go through these pity and rushing time like me. its a bad dream for me, after class at 4pm, got to rush back for home tuition at 530pm everyday, huh its really rushing.

but today im used to the timetable, coz i can DO IT! last time i won't prepare any stuff for my students but today onwards i become more mature, i will do every preparation for them eventhough i got no enough time to do shopping, movie, hangs around with my gang, coz i know that i need to be more responsible for my students, i want them to get good results.

i might be tired but they need me, they are my support, this is where i have to DO THE BEST for them.

sad..sad...

when i woke up this midnight, i received a message from my friend, i really dunno what had happened. i get to know on the next morning. the problem was happened when he repair something at my house on last saturday, and he accidentedly broke one piece of glass at my house. then all this problem was my mother fault, she sms him and inform him about this incident. BUT, i can feel that he is angry after reading his sms.. actually my mother just want to inform him and ask him to be more carefull next time.

i showed my sister about the message, and yet she also tell me the same thing, he is trying himself not to see me and angry me. OMG!!! because of my mother, i had lost one of the best friend among my friends... haiz! after reading the message i never reply him.

so sad of this incident! still remember he broke my house glass, and yet my parents didn't ask him to pay for the replacement of new glasses.... sometimes i will keep silents, but doesn't mean im strong, i will cry for this kind of incident. im still a weak young lady.

friend, i always try my best to help u, but yet u treat me like this in the end. I REALLY FELT SAD AND CAN'T BREATH! I DIDN'T DID ANYTHING WRONG! WHY YOU TYPE THIS MESSSAGE TO ME SEEMS LIKE INFORM ME SOMTHING!
SAD...SAD...SAD...

云顶游山玩水

first time in my life, went genting with my family.
FEELING? of cause happy, enjoyable, and my wallet bleeding.

this trip is to celebrate my mother and my sister birthday. the trip was so extremely happy.

the only thing is i had waited for two hours only for the check in( first world). and the cable car had to queue for 30 minutes. because on the 22nd of march is the MY ASTRO AWARDS 2008 LIVE IN GENTING. no wonder genting was crowded with people especially youngster.

went casino with my daddy and sister, and yet this time all of us do not have the luck, 3 of us lose rm200. haha... promise myself not to gamble again..

after that, went buffet dinner... foods, desserts, drinks, and environment are better than the other restaurant. all of us enjoyed the meal until full.

* hope the HONG KONG, MACAU trip coming soon. then i can go with my family again.

finally settle down..

finally changed all broken stuff in my lovely car, bulbs and everything which cannot function.

my dear sick..

cute dear puppy sick when i reach home this morning, immediately send her to see doctor... poor girl, sick... i feel worried and sad. >.<

go or not going... Singapore

timing crash with my important date.
Singapore trip, just need to pay bus tickets, and hotels, food and beverage all depends on him.
still wondering whether go or not going. If i go, i got no enough time to prepare 4th of march important date, how?

got to think it propably... so stressfulll now...

* 24 hours a day is totally not enough*

funniest thing happened first time in my life....

FUNNY!!! today my brother asked me to go Post office to post his cd recorded to UK, London...

and yet I only brought rm100 in my purse, U knew that this period of time, is too dangerous to bring out so much of cash, then the staff told me that its costs Rm 125++! huh! OMG! i only realised i not enough money to pay her. I was thought the 4 pieces of cd will costs around Rm50++, then i got no idea, i have to get it back the cd, and go back home to take money and go again toomorrow.

waste my time and petrol.... its really thought me a good lesson, next time remember to take ATM's card along with me.. haiz....

TIRED! BUT I HAVE TO MAKE MY DREAM COME TRUE

RECENTLY, feeling so stressful, sometimes, in the night i can't sleep..
all is because of my study and my career...
No matter how tired I am, how stressful I am, anything happens to me, i will get it,
the only thing is i need to achieve my goal, my dream...

hope the GOD will bless me..

meet up a friend after 4/5 years...

since 2004, My best friend and I meet up him, but dunno when..
for that period of time, we are keeping contact to each other,
but because of time, im such a busy lady, long time didn't contact him( i guess 4- 5 years).

last few days, when i was having tuition at my Indian's students' house, I heard someone chating with his friend through his handphone, I looked at the guy, I realised that he was my friend, but im not dare to ask him until I went back home to find out his contact number, and I sms him, then Im very sure he is my friend.... COOL!! for such long period, he still remember me and my girlfriend.

then, after my class, we went for a drink near our house(OLDTOWN Kopitiam), although time passed in rushed, everyones have been mature, and I realised, friends for me, is super important... for the saying of myself, " without friends, there are no life to me."

FRIENDS FOREVER: }

happy valentine's

happy valentines...
cake baked by siong ju and me....

before sending to the oven

one hour later...

finally our cheese cake baked...

about the taste, emm.... let's guess it...

my best friend- siong ju... we baked cheese cake at my house.

today, really a sweet and unforgetable memory.

new laptop, new life in 2009.

for almost two months, I, without my laptop, I had been boring until...
but today really my lucky and happy day in my life.

1, went college to take my result, all passed in flying colors... when i go through my result, i got shocked...

2, night time, my brother fetch me to Midvalley, he bought me a new laptop me...

really happy and thanks to all my lecturers, they thought me well, so that i can did well in my pass exam.

thank to my brother too, if not him, i think i have to make installment to buy a RM2k plus new laptop...

really a good begining of OX year... although in last month, many incidents happened towards me, but finally i had settle all...

thank GOD coz blessing me.....