replacement!

my 22nd birthday celebration was celebrated in the hospital! so pity rite?
hope to replace my birthday celebration although its passed! but birthday is once in a year.

hope to hang out with all friends and family..... celebration im coming soon...

check up after discharged

23rd april 2009 went back to the hospital again the purpose is for check up.

i thought it is without any charges... OMG! damn expensive and only consult me for less than 5 minutes cost me RM68.40 including few tablets of multivitamin.. asked me to finished to multivitamin if anythings, go back to meet him up...

luckily i bought medical card, so i can claim for all clinic expenses.

To be adviced, you guys should bough medical card or insurance if anything touch wood, got the medical card to back up, so no need to worrry for the payment...

i stayed for 5 days and costs me RM 1600++

AFTER discharged

after discharged from hospital. my aunties came to my house to visit me...
they spend me lunch at the nearest restaurant near my house.
Gave me cash and ask mum to bought some herbal for me... btw thanks...
after that, i went for group discussion at friends house, the worst part is where i not even rest, didn't listen to what doctor ask... hope im fine... coz its really timelinesssss for the due date for assignment... wanna rest so got to wait after submiting all assignment...
from sunday (19th april) nonstop work for the assignment until (23rd april) thursday...

first time celebrated birthday in hospital...

11th april 2009
fever- on and off, vomit... consult doctor and rest at home.

12th april 2009

same, fever on and off... vomit...

13th april 2009

consult doctor, and though of blood test, but doctor said 3rd day of fever, can't test anythings.. need to wait for 4th day... OMG! i can't celebrate my birthday which i had planned for few weeks ago...

14th april 2009

morning went for clinic for blood test, in the afternoon, report stated comfirm was denggi fever... and need to admit to hospital immediately.

First time in my life- 22years old birthday admitted to Sentosa Hospital because of denggi fever. and yet 14th is my chinese calendar birthday.... huh damn sui, admit to hospital...

let you guys know here, i really cried on that day after my brother and mother left me alone in the hospital, i cried coz i have to celebrate my birthday in the hospital!

my classmates ( EZRA, Rachel, Tony and Jun) visited me in the afternoon around 6pm plus.

daddy, sister and aunties all visited me in the night time....

* was experienced the most worst food in the hospital, so envy that others patients can have home cook food whereas i have to have dinner in the hospital... chamz... but i couldn't eat, coz what i ate, i will vomit.... haiz!!!

15th april 2009

first night had passed, it was 8am in the morning, the nurse came after i washed and brushed my teeth, not even took my breakfast, i had to do blood test. THIS BLOOD TEST I HATE THE MOST! damn painful, but what to do? who ask me kena denggi! haiz!

mum, brother and aunty visited me on lunch time, brought me home cook food! actually i was damn hungry, but i refused to eat... haiz... ( actually is good news, i can lose my weight) haha!

then, my another classmates visited me in the afternoon around 4pm... was really touching coz i knew them only for few months( around 2months) they bought me 100 plus and Chicken essence and want me to drink more 100 plus.. they said can cure faster if i drink more of the 100 plus... im here to thank you guys...(Farah, Nick, Jimmy and Cool COol de A Ma) thank you for you guys de concern....

night time, i cried again... when i saw my aunty, i cried because i made my parents and all family members worried and im so touching and because of all of them i can cure so fast. they bought me the chinese herbal named "HOU JU ZHOU" i also dunno what is that... but it is tasteless. this chinese herbal cost RM400 for one time.... haiz waste money, better pay me RM400 to let me go HONG KONG on coming August...haha.. but eaten that herbal medicine my blood increased.. thanks again for my aunty...

16th april 2009

happy birthday to myself.祝我生日快。 not happy at all.....

birthday celebrated in hospital is my first time in my life, i think nobody same like me happen this before. this celebration i won't forget.. my sister bought me a small piece of cake to celebrate for me in the hospital.. haha... and bought me KFC nuggets... hehe... but useless... i oso dun have mood to eat them.... btw, thanks for my sister.. she came after her work, helped me bathed, celebrate birthday for me...

my birthday cake

PLS: although i can't eat, im happy coz finally celebrated my birthday in hospital.

on the day, my aunty brought me papaya's leave juice for me and this can cure and my blood increased more faster... walaoeh! the taste is really make me vomit... but i just drank it coz i dun wan them to worry me for so long time especially my parents...

aunty gave me a big birthday ang pao( red packets)... hope me to recover as soon as possible...at night around 11pm, claudia visited me... she brought me a packets of grapes and ask me to finished it... thanks so much.

17th april 2009

birthday passed, and doctor visited me in the morning, and i asked him " when i can discharge from hospital? he answer me not so fast, coz my blood pressure still below normal line and its almost reach dangerous line... HUH! i so worried... after i heard what he had told me.... then i heard others patient who same room with me, they can discharge today. this problem more worst! coz left me alone in a big room, when my mum came to the hospital, i ask her to change to smaller 2 person room as that is not that scary for me in the night time while im sleeping alone.... luckily there is empty bed in smaller room.... i changed to the room with better facilities which provided Television as i not that boring..hahaha...

18th april 2009

in the morning, doctor told me i can discharge today but i got to go back home and rest coz the blood pressure still not yet go back to normal... thanks GOD i can go back home and rest in my sweet home....

finally i discharged... try to imagine i stayed in the hospital for 5 days.... and what i did in the hospital is only sleeping or listening to my mp3... so boring....

after reaching home, i cannot stand for long time, due to not enough of blood... health become more and more weaker... i told myself will go for excercise after i fully recovered!

blood test everyday in hospital( 6 times) all blood gone... haiz...

right hand is fatter.

there are thousand billion of human beings who live in this earth. and who really can help you, there are few in your life.
im felt so sorry to someone who treat me really good since i know her. After happened so many things, and she is the one who really help me when im facing problem. Seriously, im so touching, if she didn't appear in my life, i think i will missed this kind of good friends.
i promised myself, i will remember what did she help me, and i treat her as good as i can. if can, i really hope our friendship may last forever.
although from the beginning, our relationships is not that good. but, sooner and later, we will become best jimui... im so sorry if i did something wrong for you... promised that, we are best friends in our life.... thanks again for what you had help me....

pls stop ..

please stop all your annoying, irretating behavior as i think that is too over sometimes.
do respects others while you do need others to respects you at the same time.
" if you need others to respects you, you need to start learning on how to respects on your own."

feel life stressful, meaningless because of there are really someone around you that always &^%#$@!**^(_^%** you.

** really fed up!!!

All the *Chong's family are the same.

sweet home im back....

finally i come back my sweet home after 5 days staying at hospital and celebrated my 22nd birthday.

生病了二部曲

原本以为昨晚烧已退，但很不幸得是烧不单没退。而且还发高烧。 今天也是一样，从早睡到晚， 只是起来吃了白面包，吃药罢了。 老天保佑， 我命田不可以发烧了，否者我得去验血，却定是否蚊症了。

两天睡觉的时间查不多超越36小时了。。。。
明天真的希望烧真的退啦。

生病了。

今早起来，想到外面买东西，感觉身体有点不对静。马上问我的未来大嫂确认我是否发烧了。
她说有点，我连忙要求哥哥带我去看医生。
11AM 看医生
1130AM 回家吃完两口面，吃了药，不到两分钟，我便到厕所呕吐了。

我的天啊~怎么在这时候生病呢？

欧吐完后。我便睡觉，睡到晚间八时许， 妈妈叫我起床吃晚餐，吃完后，吃了药， 我不到半小时，又到厕所去吐了。

医生怀疑我俩种问题- 1）蚊症
2）肠胃发炎

一天所吃的东西全都吐完出来。那种痛苦真难以形容。

希望今晚发烧将会退，否者后果不看设想。

i need sleep!!!

miss my bed!!!!!
don't know when i can have enough sleep....
god bless me to settle all my things...

assignment 1 for marketing research is doing research proposal. i realised it is a hard paper among all papers i had studied. i had redo for 3times!!!!
argh!!!! how come? why it is so difficult? i couldn't understand what actually the question is regarding! although somebodies guided me, in the end i also cannot find that easy.

it is totally to complicated and i had try my best to think few days regarding this. i nearly want to give up, i hate research. others i still ok, no problem so fast.

maybe my understanding something is quite slow, need explanation for few times then only catch up what the meaning of something.

this is not my fault though maybe im to many things to handle up so i make my life complicated.
*smile bring u a nice day* i should think it so that i can handle everything.
no time for doing revision, is time for me to give up either chinese or indian students tuition. BUT, i need to consider in various way, i less income, i got no life? what should i do to settle this?
i hope i won't bother my mum or dad, coz this is the time which they have their relax period time in their life. coz i never get any single cents from my parents since graduated from high school. what to do? the answer i myself also don't know. better keep silent, try to settle myself.

i got to face the music myself insists of bothers my parents to help me. i want to become an independant person to be responsible to my life.

but others do not understand my situation! hard to explain here.... i understand myself it's enough.

hope to finish up my research proposal asap! im going to fall sick...