happy DEEPAVALI

Second time celebrated Deepavali.

around 1pm went to my students house for the Deepavali open house.

this year is the last year, they celebrated in this house, because they will be moving to Puchong next few months later.

I like the spicy food they cook and the tasty muruku.

cool man! My boss give me BIg angpau!

Guess how much is the angpau?

the amount is unbelieveable!!!

really happy coz i meet a good boss..... thank god.

feeling of me...

Having 3 days holiday, but for me, is equal to busy day....
even Deepavali also have to do replacement for my tuition students.
Well, is my own fault, because, I always on leave, due to my tiredness... so I should face the music.
today is Sunday, the whole family went out... but left me at home... kust now around 11am, i went out for my lunch with my family. but i choose to come back, because i still have a lots of work need to cover.
this is a wonderful sunday for me, because I can do whatever things I want. but, still the same, i need to do course work... not 1 course work, is 4 course work.....

this time, i can not do it last minute, because im having final exam on December 2008. so have to done all course work before november... so i can use up the whole november to do my exam revision.

im having 6 papers on december exam.. except exam, revision, i have to prepare things for my tuition class. thats why I really busy....how come my life is such stuckkkk...

sometimes i really envy my friends, they can do whatever they want, go wherever they want, buy whatever they want without thinking. their money is just like air, never finish. but for me, haiz... chamz(pity)..

maybe this is really a good practices for me, i can learn to take care myself, earn pocket money myself, without burdening my parents. is it im a good daughter for them? ( I think so)

but, this kind of gal, is hard to find somebody to love them or help up them... because others will feel she is strong, without help, she can settle everythings by her own.

* sorry ya... is totally opposite, im a weak gal although i pretend like strong... sometimes even cry at night...(hehe)

who read this, especially ladies, YOu must know how to do things by your own, because there is nobody is going willing to help you in your life.... all is done by urself....unless you really meet a good guy in your life.

my dental experience

I still remember since form 1, my mum brought me to CAHAYA SURIA( near kota raya), to met up government dentist. because that time my teeth is really super ugly.

this is my previous teeth... UGLY LEH!!!

thank GoD, because i now become lenglui ady...

last time, i really scared to smile or even laugh, because, teeth not pretty...but today, im so confident to smile....

* OF CAUSE, those days I was so suffer, and yet I had suffer it for 3 years... those days cannot eat lotz of things, because:

1) I feel lazy after eating, because need to brush up my teeth;

2) dentist ask me not to eat foods like ice- cream, sweets, bubble gam, drumstick(kfc)

3) While eating, need to make the foods into small pieces,

so, thise days, i only will eat porriage as my meal....

thats why i will be a bit lose weight..

but, after that, take off my braises, of cause. i sure will eat whatever I want....

now, is time for me to lose down my weight...

life in KL

Life is really busy in KL...

super stress

this morning, I realized that my face become more and more ugly with pimples...

OMG! can not believed that was my face... from this it can show that how stress am I this few weeks...

although I sleep early around 10pm plus every night, but this can't work.

the only thing i can do to release stress is to listen to music. but no extra time for that particular activities.

so I let it be, next month I need to go for facial, or else I will be worst that now.

met an ediot this morning!!!

when i reached Masjid Jamek this morning,

I met an ediot...

why I ask the person ediot?

this made me so worried and scared of him...

He is a guy, and he bang off all road sign boards,

push down all motorecycles besides roadsides...

I think he should have mentally problem.

Normally, I walk super fast, but, today,

I walked slow and steady because I scared of the stupid guy will turn back and do something acnormaly

feel stress in the moment

finals, assignment, in this 3 months i have to rush 6 papers.
it is abit rushing, but its good for me, coz i can graduate more early.

although im going to lost my tuition students in few months time, im stress, because i hope i could finish my course early then i no need to think about my financial problem anymore, with my full time job i can survive.

i always believe that, "WHAT YOU SOW, SO SHALL YOU REAP" in your life.

everyone is the same in this world, need to work hard, then only can be success in the future.

I know I can make it, sure need to took away all stress from my mind, only think off the way to settle problems...

life

when someone feels alone, thats mean he/ she is lonely.

when someone feels busy, thats mean he/ she is working hard for money for their life.

when someone feels missing, thats mean he/ she is falling in love with someone.

what you feel recently?

thats is why there are many different feelings in our life.

爱到了尽头

时间过了，走了，爱情面临选择，

你冷了，倦了，我哭了，

一开始都不快乐，你用卡片纸写着，

有些爱只给到这， 真的痛了。

怎么了， 你累了， 说还的，幸福呢？

我懂了，不说了，爱淡了， 梦远了，

开心与不开心一意义心数着你再不舍。

那些爱过的感觉都太深刻，我都还记得，

你不懂了，说好的，幸福呢，

我错了，泪干了，放手了，后悔了，

知识回忆的音乐盒在璇转着， 要怎么听呢？

感情是个很难解答的一种问题

你是否对你的另一班产生厌倦呢？

为何不疼爱她/他？

如果要选择分开的一天， 为何当初要开始呢？

这么做，你只会伤害到对方还有你自己。

不要让自己作出后悔的事情， 一旦过去了，就再也不会回来了。

why? why? why?

I always asked myself why any bad things will happened towards me?

BUT

WHY is hardly to explain. This is my answer.

today that *** %$#@*& really happened to me!

BUT, I have to take it as a GOOD Lesson in my life.

in CHINESE_ there is one good words to explain this...

“少少苦处，等于激励”

So, I know I can make it better in the future.

My Brother just came back to Malaysia

04/10/08

My brother came back from Seoul and Manila, but tomorrow( 061008), he will going to New Zealand for his work.

He really a super BUSY man in our family.

05/10/08

today went out for lunch and dinner with him and my family. After dinner, we went to Mid Valey to shopping. Cool! the whole day busy with my family, is a good sunday for me.

haha, but i seems like forget coming thursday is my final exam. BUT, Cool girl of me, not even start my revision. but I think i could make it for the coming exam.

**but im now so worry for my last semester result. Tomorrow i will take my result.

ALL THE BEST TO ME AND OF CAUSE MY FRIENDS TOO.

result coming out!!!

huh! I cannot explain my feeling tonight, because tomorrow my result will coming out.

I feel excited and scared! BUT, no matter how, the result will not going to change.

I can only face the music. What is done, cannot be undone.

I hope everything for me will going to be OK!

Have to pass all the subject.

GooD LUcK!