My World My Life

Change or remain?

2011-12-11T04:06:00.001-08:00

Change or remain? It's time to think about it^^

丁噹 - 很愛過MV (台灣MTV台首播版本)

2011-09-04T00:12:00.000-07:00

叮噹一半

2011-09-03T23:44:00.000-07:00

叮噹我愛他

2011-09-03T23:42:00.000-07:00

全民大K歌 (4 ) 叮当：猜不透

2011-09-03T23:38:00.000-07:00

LOVE

2011-09-03T23:26:00.000-07:00

If you are looking for a GF that accompany you for everydays' drink, I am so sorry, I am not the person.

If you are looking for a GF that accompany you for your lonely days, I am happy, and I will tell you that I am the person.

Guess that you always like to drink during lonely nights, I think you must be having some difficulties for the past.

I could understand, when you were drunk, you will be high and happy, but once the alcohol run away from you, you will still be facing the difficulties.

I hope I can change you if I am yours.

五月天突然好想你 MV

2011-08-31T00:02:00.000-07:00

梁靜茹-會呼吸的痛MV

2011-08-30T23:59:00.000-07:00

F I R - [你很愛他] KTV

2011-08-30T23:55:00.000-07:00

ELVA蕭亞軒 - 錯的人Ｍｖ

2011-08-30T23:50:00.000-07:00

台湾歌手可以唱出对的人，同时也可以唱出错的人！赞。

KTV=戴愛玲-對的人

2011-08-30T23:47:00.000-07:00

Mr. RIGHT is it you?

我恨我愛你 Wo Hen Wo Ai Ni

2011-08-30T23:46:00.000-07:00

羅志祥～【怕安靜】MTV全球首播

2011-08-30T23:32:00.000-07:00

Beyoncé - 1+1

2011-08-30T23:31:00.000-07:00

1 plus 1

Beyoncé - Best Thing I Never Had

2011-08-30T23:28:00.000-07:00

心情最近很乱

2011-08-30T23:04:00.000-07:00

星期五晚过后，我感觉自己睡不到，吃不下。
为何我会有这种忐忑不安地心情？？？

心里藏着许多问号？

我想追根究底问到我要的答案。但我真的没有那个胆量咯！！！

long time DIDN'T update my blog

2010-09-10T09:08:00.000-07:00

Long time didn't update my blogs since final semester for my degree early of this year.

Will be updating soon~

SELAMAT Hari raya and Happy holidays!

windy and lonely night

2009-12-20T09:21:00.000-08:00

Due to christmas is coming soon, tonight i cannot sleep....
alone blogging here... is so lonely and windy night! just watched <<2012>>, make me cry second time for this movie, is too touching.

24th is coming soon, i am freaking headache... but what else i can do? just pass everything to the God to make decision. hope its an unforgetable memory for that day.

19 chapters its a big challenge for me

2009-11-08T07:20:00.000-08:00

tomorrow is Marketing Channels paper, and yet i got to revise and remember all the definition and theory in my mind for the exam for 19 chapters, thats sound less, but its really a lots, im praying to the god, what i read, its will be the questions coming out.... i aim pass enough! i want to graduate asap! as there are many things await me to settle with my family problemsssssss!

GOD pls help me..............

GOOD LUCK!

moody night

2009-11-08T07:15:00.000-08:00

cannot believe that they are really make me as a fool.....
speechlesssssss.............

tomorrow going to have second paper, and yet, i got this news from facebook, make me got no mood to keep doing my revision. YOU GUYS fault! but and yet, you guys appologize to me....

PLease dont happened this again in the future... its a foolish things. so childish of behave like that way!

life is miserable

2009-11-03T19:07:00.000-08:00

This two days the same news appears in the newspapers. Regarding the three Utar students were drowned in waterfall in Kampar.

I felt sad of these incidents happened. Though is too late, i hope they will be fine in another place. life is too short for them as they are only 20, 21.

Life is short, hope we cherish our own life, take care of our own. Life is short, so please alert yourself to do what you want, to say what you want to say. For this incidents, i got no mood to focus on my study for coming friday paper, haiz.... no matter how, these had been happened and i got to bring back my mood to study.

GOD bless them.

long time for not updating my blog

2009-11-03T00:14:00.000-08:00

its kind a busy for me for the pass few months. its time for me to update my current news, coming friday is my first paper, so im here to wish all of my classmates and me good luck for the exam. will be continue updating my post.

2009-09-02T09:56:00.000-07:00

long time didnt post my feelings here.
this few months, many things happened, one word can discribes, im really "busy"!

BUSY??? with what? my study, my work, including my students UPSR i also have to prepare things for them, is my jobs but nobody will understand me. i also a human, i need my own time, but why someone can be irresponsible to behave such a way, phone line been barred for nearly 2 months, until today still not yet reconnect, currently using another line- so troublesome, got to reload credits all the time. please settle the bill for me, i need back my number.

i didnt slept for a week. haiz____ all assignments.... this week feel better, atleast no need to rush my work.

last monday, saw a old school friend with her boyfriend, i so paiseh when i saw them, donno y?
i guess maybe the feeling, not that good feeling when met her up.

i got to change myself to another person, from attire, to the whole new of me. i need changes to have a better life. i not going to live in a busy life again. im getting older, and i need more time for myself to hang out more in this 20++ age...... hope i could do it.....

lonely night....

2009-08-09T08:38:00.000-07:00

while i was doing my assignment alone in the living hall, suddenly i felt like wanna to watch , so i stop all my work, and watch it...

throw my work aside, timeliness yet still playing around....

all is my fault, this is what i think.

2009-07-30T07:27:00.000-07:00

30/07/09 is a bad day for my sister, today im having assignment discussion with my classmates all at 10am at college library. in the morning, both of us still laughing and chit chatting.

i dropped her at the place as i always drop her( titiwangsa monorial station).

i went sentul station to park my car over there, then will go college by lrt. before i hook into the lrt at the time of 830am. i received my dad's call. He is the one who told me my sis met an accident just now. OMG! on that time, i was stunt, and felt worried to her. then i immediately call her, well, her colleaugues answered my call, and told me that she met an accident in front of the office. and told me that she was nearly forgot what was happened.

at 845am i reached to the klinik Ready, i felt like crying off, i saw her face swallen with blood, that time, i so worried, i told myself, if she got anything, i wont be able to live happily in the rest of my life.

but, the ediot motorist, knocked my sister down, and ran off.

thank GOD. so happy....

2009-07-10T00:07:00.000-07:00

finally results released. never expect will pass and get A for one of the subject.

my fellow classmates all also got their results with flying colors.

really got to thank God for blessing us....

feeling worry for my results...

2009-07-09T19:40:00.000-07:00

today will going to release my first semester results. i had been starting to worried it since the last paper had been done.

although i had been gave out my all effort in the revision, but while in the exam time, i felt the questions are not easy than what i thoought. OMG! super worry.

may Jesus bless me i can pass all my papers. its not cheap for 1 paper, its cost RM2k per paper. hope to get atleast a lower pass rate is enough for me. thank God for blessing me..... just a pass enough, really hope to pass enough.....

GOd BlesssS.

don't think im stupid

2009-06-20T01:26:00.000-07:00

"someone" hacked my account, steal my game ingredients....
he is my friend, why he is so childish? did this kind of ediot things to a girl(me)?
if you want the game's ingredients, you just ask permission from me, i will trade it for you, and please don't did this to me.... i hate people who childish, do things and think im stupid, and i won't know about it...

PLEASE!stop it.... don't think im stupid, im smarter than you....

after the incident, a SIMPLE word " SORRY" didn't said it to me. YOU think you are right? WHEN I ASKED YOU, "are you exchange my stuff inside the game?" you told me that" you don't have my id and password, how to log on?"

haha!!! if you don't have, how can all the stuff had been go to your account? i don't know what had happened, but GOD will know about it...

i won't forgive you forever... it doesn't meant that because of a unvaluable online game, i act like small kid, is my privacy doesn't secured anymore.

Try to think if im the person who hack your account and take all your stuff, what you think?
you sure will be very angry! is the same for me......

NEVER SEE THIS KIND OF MAN IN THIS WORLD!

after this incident its showed ur bad attitude and character! won't forgive you!

dissppear for one month

2009-05-28T03:16:00.000-07:00

recently really busy with my job and my final year... so don't have extra time to blog.
especially every wednesday. morning class from 845am - afternoon class 3pm. then need to attend home tuition for two places. from 530pm - 930pm. totally got no time for rest.

why my life so suck! exam coming soon. got to do my revision. i need a BREAKKK!!!

I MISS entertainment. but timeliness, hope exam finish as soon as posible, so i can travel around, do what i want.

labour day nite....

2009-05-02T23:05:00.000-07:00

sniper nice movie...

huang xiaoming so man in the movie.

watched SHIPER on labour day.

its a best movie among so many movie that my favourite artist- edison chen act.

is a cool movie and nice....

saw malaysia artist at the curve

2009-05-02T22:46:00.000-07:00

went the curve shopping yesterday with my sister and her friend.

saw William 辛伟廉，莊晓玉 and few male and female Malaysia's artists.

took photo with them, they are quite friendly for their personality.

damn bad luck

2009-05-02T22:24:00.000-07:00

never ask for birthday celebration again... and never plan it again...
tonight should be going to celebrate my birthday with my classmates.
but just now i went out for lunch by my car, but my car broke down... OMG!
super shui...
then was think that driving my brother's car. but since i got to wait my friends to come over to leave the laptop in my house, then i just follow her's car to our destination.

really pray to the GOD, hope today everythings will going smoothly...

GOD BLESS ME.

replacement!

2009-04-29T07:56:00.000-07:00

my 22nd birthday celebration was celebrated in the hospital! so pity rite?
hope to replace my birthday celebration although its passed! but birthday is once in a year.

hope to hang out with all friends and family..... celebration im coming soon...

check up after discharged

2009-04-27T09:30:00.000-07:00

23rd april 2009 went back to the hospital again the purpose is for check up.

i thought it is without any charges... OMG! damn expensive and only consult me for less than 5 minutes cost me RM68.40 including few tablets of multivitamin.. asked me to finished to multivitamin if anythings, go back to meet him up...

luckily i bought medical card, so i can claim for all clinic expenses.

To be adviced, you guys should bough medical card or insurance if anything touch wood, got the medical card to back up, so no need to worrry for the payment...

i stayed for 5 days and costs me RM 1600++

AFTER discharged

2009-04-27T09:22:00.000-07:00

after discharged from hospital. my aunties came to my house to visit me...
they spend me lunch at the nearest restaurant near my house.
Gave me cash and ask mum to bought some herbal for me... btw thanks...
after that, i went for group discussion at friends house, the worst part is where i not even rest, didn't listen to what doctor ask... hope im fine... coz its really timelinesssss for the due date for assignment... wanna rest so got to wait after submiting all assignment...
from sunday (19th april) nonstop work for the assignment until (23rd april) thursday...

first time celebrated birthday in hospital...

2009-04-27T08:08:00.000-07:00

11th april 2009
fever- on and off, vomit... consult doctor and rest at home.

12th april 2009

same, fever on and off... vomit...

13th april 2009

consult doctor, and though of blood test, but doctor said 3rd day of fever, can't test anythings.. need to wait for 4th day... OMG! i can't celebrate my birthday which i had planned for few weeks ago...

14th april 2009

morning went for clinic for blood test, in the afternoon, report stated comfirm was denggi fever... and need to admit to hospital immediately.

First time in my life- 22years old birthday admitted to Sentosa Hospital because of denggi fever. and yet 14th is my chinese calendar birthday.... huh damn sui, admit to hospital...

let you guys know here, i really cried on that day after my brother and mother left me alone in the hospital, i cried coz i have to celebrate my birthday in the hospital!

my classmates ( EZRA, Rachel, Tony and Jun) visited me in the afternoon around 6pm plus.

daddy, sister and aunties all visited me in the night time....

* was experienced the most worst food in the hospital, so envy that others patients can have home cook food whereas i have to have dinner in the hospital... chamz... but i couldn't eat, coz what i ate, i will vomit.... haiz!!!

15th april 2009

first night had passed, it was 8am in the morning, the nurse came after i washed and brushed my teeth, not even took my breakfast, i had to do blood test. THIS BLOOD TEST I HATE THE MOST! damn painful, but what to do? who ask me kena denggi! haiz!

mum, brother and aunty visited me on lunch time, brought me home cook food! actually i was damn hungry, but i refused to eat... haiz... ( actually is good news, i can lose my weight) haha!

then, my another classmates visited me in the afternoon around 4pm... was really touching coz i knew them only for few months( around 2months) they bought me 100 plus and Chicken essence and want me to drink more 100 plus.. they said can cure faster if i drink more of the 100 plus... im here to thank you guys...(Farah, Nick, Jimmy and Cool COol de A Ma) thank you for you guys de concern....

night time, i cried again... when i saw my aunty, i cried because i made my parents and all family members worried and im so touching and because of all of them i can cure so fast. they bought me the chinese herbal named "HOU JU ZHOU" i also dunno what is that... but it is tasteless. this chinese herbal cost RM400 for one time.... haiz waste money, better pay me RM400 to let me go HONG KONG on coming August...haha.. but eaten that herbal medicine my blood increased.. thanks again for my aunty...

16th april 2009

happy birthday to myself.祝我生日快。 not happy at all.....

birthday celebrated in hospital is my first time in my life, i think nobody same like me happen this before. this celebration i won't forget.. my sister bought me a small piece of cake to celebrate for me in the hospital.. haha... and bought me KFC nuggets... hehe... but useless... i oso dun have mood to eat them.... btw, thanks for my sister.. she came after her work, helped me bathed, celebrate birthday for me...

my birthday cake

PLS: although i can't eat, im happy coz finally celebrated my birthday in hospital.

on the day, my aunty brought me papaya's leave juice for me and this can cure and my blood increased more faster... walaoeh! the taste is really make me vomit... but i just drank it coz i dun wan them to worry me for so long time especially my parents...

aunty gave me a big birthday ang pao( red packets)... hope me to recover as soon as possible...at night around 11pm, claudia visited me... she brought me a packets of grapes and ask me to finished it... thanks so much.

17th april 2009

birthday passed, and doctor visited me in the morning, and i asked him " when i can discharge from hospital? he answer me not so fast, coz my blood pressure still below normal line and its almost reach dangerous line... HUH! i so worried... after i heard what he had told me.... then i heard others patient who same room with me, they can discharge today. this problem more worst! coz left me alone in a big room, when my mum came to the hospital, i ask her to change to smaller 2 person room as that is not that scary for me in the night time while im sleeping alone.... luckily there is empty bed in smaller room.... i changed to the room with better facilities which provided Television as i not that boring..hahaha...

18th april 2009

in the morning, doctor told me i can discharge today but i got to go back home and rest coz the blood pressure still not yet go back to normal... thanks GOD i can go back home and rest in my sweet home....

finally i discharged... try to imagine i stayed in the hospital for 5 days.... and what i did in the hospital is only sleeping or listening to my mp3... so boring....

after reaching home, i cannot stand for long time, due to not enough of blood... health become more and more weaker... i told myself will go for excercise after i fully recovered!

blood test everyday in hospital( 6 times) all blood gone... haiz...

right hand is fatter.

2009-04-27T07:50:00.000-07:00

there are thousand billion of human beings who live in this earth. and who really can help you, there are few in your life.
im felt so sorry to someone who treat me really good since i know her. After happened so many things, and she is the one who really help me when im facing problem. Seriously, im so touching, if she didn't appear in my life, i think i will missed this kind of good friends.
i promised myself, i will remember what did she help me, and i treat her as good as i can. if can, i really hope our friendship may last forever.
although from the beginning, our relationships is not that good. but, sooner and later, we will become best jimui... im so sorry if i did something wrong for you... promised that, we are best friends in our life.... thanks again for what you had help me....

pls stop ..

2009-04-20T09:53:00.000-07:00

please stop all your annoying, irretating behavior as i think that is too over sometimes.
do respects others while you do need others to respects you at the same time.
" if you need others to respects you, you need to start learning on how to respects on your own."

feel life stressful, meaningless because of there are really someone around you that always &^%#$@!**^(_^%** you.

** really fed up!!!

All the *Chong's family are the same.

sweet home im back....

2009-04-18T07:37:00.000-07:00

finally i come back my sweet home after 5 days staying at hospital and celebrated my 22nd birthday.

生病了二部曲

2009-04-12T07:44:00.000-07:00

原本以为昨晚烧已退，但很不幸得是烧不单没退。而且还发高烧。今天也是一样，从早睡到晚，只是起来吃了白面包，吃药罢了。老天保佑，我命田不可以发烧了，否者我得去验血，却定是否蚊症了。

两天睡觉的时间查不多超越36小时了。。。。
明天真的希望烧真的退啦。

生病了。

2009-04-12T07:29:00.000-07:00

今早起来，想到外面买东西，感觉身体有点不对静。马上问我的未来大嫂确认我是否发烧了。
她说有点，我连忙要求哥哥带我去看医生。
11AM 看医生
1130AM 回家吃完两口面，吃了药，不到两分钟，我便到厕所呕吐了。

我的天啊~怎么在这时候生病呢？

欧吐完后。我便睡觉，睡到晚间八时许，妈妈叫我起床吃晚餐，吃完后，吃了药，我不到半小时，又到厕所去吐了。

医生怀疑我俩种问题- 1）蚊症
2）肠胃发炎

一天所吃的东西全都吐完出来。那种痛苦真难以形容。

希望今晚发烧将会退，否者后果不看设想。

i need sleep!!!

2009-04-02T11:43:00.000-07:00

miss my bed!!!!!
don't know when i can have enough sleep....
god bless me to settle all my things...

2009-04-01T09:01:00.000-07:00

assignment 1 for marketing research is doing research proposal. i realised it is a hard paper among all papers i had studied. i had redo for 3times!!!!
argh!!!! how come? why it is so difficult? i couldn't understand what actually the question is regarding! although somebodies guided me, in the end i also cannot find that easy.

it is totally to complicated and i had try my best to think few days regarding this. i nearly want to give up, i hate research. others i still ok, no problem so fast.

maybe my understanding something is quite slow, need explanation for few times then only catch up what the meaning of something.

this is not my fault though maybe im to many things to handle up so i make my life complicated.
*smile bring u a nice day* i should think it so that i can handle everything.
no time for doing revision, is time for me to give up either chinese or indian students tuition. BUT, i need to consider in various way, i less income, i got no life? what should i do to settle this?
i hope i won't bother my mum or dad, coz this is the time which they have their relax period time in their life. coz i never get any single cents from my parents since graduated from high school. what to do? the answer i myself also don't know. better keep silent, try to settle myself.

i got to face the music myself insists of bothers my parents to help me. i want to become an independant person to be responsible to my life.

but others do not understand my situation! hard to explain here.... i understand myself it's enough.

hope to finish up my research proposal asap! im going to fall sick...

laugh....whole day- im happy but tired.

2009-03-30T09:31:00.000-07:00

either college life or university life is interesting and really have fun.
although is a big different between college and uni life.
he made me laugh whole day, i oso dunno why i laugh. i love to be happy ma, thats y i always laugh....if not i used to cry? haha

* continue later*

2009-03-23T03:56:00.000-07:00

Finally finish the first CB CMA 1, feel stress in the test.

tired!

meaningful!

2009-03-20T01:57:00.000-07:00

"cheerfulness keeps up a kind of daylight in the mind, and fills it with a steady and perpetual serenity"

BY, JOSEPH ADDISON(1672-1719)

女生必学七堂课

2009-03-19T06:28:00.000-07:00

1）睡眠必须每天八小时。
2）每月月经必须保持正常的生活习惯，不能喝冷饮，提重物等活动。
3）每星期至少运动三天，多做运动，人也会变得健康，有自信。
4）三餐应该准时吃，多吃蔬菜，少吃油腻的食物。
5) 定时做牙齿检查，拥有美白的牙齿，身为女生也会比较有自信。
6）打扮是每个女生的任务，无论到什么地方，女生们都必须打扮得美美。
7）身为女生，动作应该斯文，好让对方留下好印象。

做个100分的女生咯。

please do support EARTH HOUR 2009

2009-03-18T23:20:00.000-07:00

http://www.earthhour.org/

who read this, please support this historical project by the whole world.
log on to the email, and sign up please.

thanks for supporting.

thanks for...

2009-03-18T08:36:00.000-07:00

thanks for those who really help me in the test so that i can move on to the next step, i finally passed my paper which i felt difficult... seriously i had took this paper for 2 times. finally i really passed this paper. thanks for ezra toh because he help me alots... and my beloved lecturer- MR. RAYMOND coz guiding me, and helped me a lots in the class.

when having the exam, i do not have much confident, maybe was i felt the paper before, i told myself i got to do well in this last time, worry like hell, before exam, i try to borrow some notes from juniors, but they are so selfish, ask me to do it my own, but its ok, i can do it myself.
without those juniors, i finally passed the paper.... so so so happy.

i will do my best for my coming mission, test, whatever.

really thank GOD.

一个月后

2009-03-18T07:55:00.000-07:00

事情大约过了一个月了，我依然保持沉默。
相信这对大家而言是最好的方法。
若要我解释一切，我应该不会，因为我也没有做错。
要是我解释，那不就代表时我的错。
俗语说：“不听老人言，吃亏在眼前。”

活到这么大，重来都没有人用这种方法对待我，相信你也不想。

“你是好人，也是个坏人”，那我宁愿你是个坏人。

thank GOD

2009-03-14T21:23:00.000-07:00

so happy because i had achieve my goal.

i promised myself that i will work hard.

2009-03-07T06:00:00.000-08:00

最近看完一部偶像剧- 《放羊的星星》，有我超帅的林志颖在剧里出现。

我好下载了他的金典名曲-如，戏梦，十七岁的夏天。这些都让我想起当年的我是多么的喜欢他。

3 more days to wait for final result.

2009-03-07T05:46:00.000-08:00

i always think negative, my friends always scold me regarding this.
but this is in-born characteristics, can not be changes.

im worry for the final result where approve or not approve for me to go through all this.
headache... cannot sleep tight in the night.

everyone seems like no feeling at all and even can go dating, go travelling. OMG. i really can not..

my lovely GOD, i really want to go through it, i had put all of my time in this problem. only XXX i can go through the next step. you must bless me to go through...

if i got the chance, i promised that i will do what i had promised to you.

god bless me. 3 more days to wait.

2009-03-06T23:14:00.000-08:00

KOREA VERSION BOYS OVER FLOWERS, is a romantics drama.

love this drama, but watch until episod 16, have to be stop, because KU HYE-SUN met an accident, so this drama may stop for a period of time, hope to watch the next episod....

2009-03-05T07:02:00.000-08:00

明知道心里非常关心他，但到最后自己却不肯去承认，他是个好人也是个坏人。自己决定不再去想他，但是却默默地想起他。真是觉得自己开始没勇气去面对他了。如果可以的话，我想把他忘得一干二净。我想我可以的。

加油，fighting!

不爽，不舒服，压力?

2009-03-04T06:32:00.000-08:00

沉重的心情。一个晚上都没睡觉了。身体感觉很不舒服，但吃过药后还是不能入眠。

真遭糕。想休息，但我时间不够用，我真的非常的累。

2009-03-02T19:33:00.001-08:00

如果没有-梁静茹好好听。
mv 更是动人。
超爱这首歌。

funny story.

2009-03-01T01:02:00.000-08:00

went to post office last friday, i reach there around 8am, i realized that they are people waiting in front of the post office although it is only 8 in the morning.

the post office is open at 9am, i reach there too early, because i sent my parents to bus station at 73oam, and i want to pay tm net bill, so i went there after sending them to the bus station.

pity girl of me, queing up there for one hour, and im 3rd person. so lucky and 910am done my billing.

noted: malaysian wake up so early.

change my life

2009-02-28T07:35:00.001-08:00

i had been working as a part time home tutor for almost 3 years.
actually working as a home tutor, normally my friends arround will tell me that you earn more from tuition! but im not agree with them. if got chance to choose, i rather don't want to work either. i need my own time to do my own things. without money(income) i might without income to support my life.

this is why from a sampling promoter i changed to become a home tutor. although it is a tough job compare with sampling promoter, but its challenge me. all the syllabus is totally different compare with my time. all the syllabus i had to cover again before i go through with my students.

im quite lazy for the pass 2 years because im so tired when i finished my study at college, i had to rush back home for tuition. i think no-one go through these pity and rushing time like me. its a bad dream for me, after class at 4pm, got to rush back for home tuition at 530pm everyday, huh its really rushing.

but today im used to the timetable, coz i can DO IT! last time i won't prepare any stuff for my students but today onwards i become more mature, i will do every preparation for them eventhough i got no enough time to do shopping, movie, hangs around with my gang, coz i know that i need to be more responsible for my students, i want them to get good results.

i might be tired but they need me, they are my support, this is where i have to DO THE BEST for them.

sad..sad...

2009-02-25T18:50:00.000-08:00

when i woke up this midnight, i received a message from my friend, i really dunno what had happened. i get to know on the next morning. the problem was happened when he repair something at my house on last saturday, and he accidentedly broke one piece of glass at my house. then all this problem was my mother fault, she sms him and inform him about this incident. BUT, i can feel that he is angry after reading his sms.. actually my mother just want to inform him and ask him to be more carefull next time.

i showed my sister about the message, and yet she also tell me the same thing, he is trying himself not to see me and angry me. OMG!!! because of my mother, i had lost one of the best friend among my friends... haiz! after reading the message i never reply him.

so sad of this incident! still remember he broke my house glass, and yet my parents didn't ask him to pay for the replacement of new glasses.... sometimes i will keep silents, but doesn't mean im strong, i will cry for this kind of incident. im still a weak young lady.

friend, i always try my best to help u, but yet u treat me like this in the end. I REALLY FELT SAD AND CAN'T BREATH! I DIDN'T DID ANYTHING WRONG! WHY YOU TYPE THIS MESSSAGE TO ME SEEMS LIKE INFORM ME SOMTHING!
SAD...SAD...SAD...

云顶游山玩水

2009-02-23T22:08:00.000-08:00

first time in my life, went genting with my family.
FEELING? of cause happy, enjoyable, and my wallet bleeding.

this trip is to celebrate my mother and my sister birthday. the trip was so extremely happy.

the only thing is i had waited for two hours only for the check in( first world). and the cable car had to queue for 30 minutes. because on the 22nd of march is the MY ASTRO AWARDS 2008 LIVE IN GENTING. no wonder genting was crowded with people especially youngster.

went casino with my daddy and sister, and yet this time all of us do not have the luck, 3 of us lose rm200. haha... promise myself not to gamble again..

after that, went buffet dinner... foods, desserts, drinks, and environment are better than the other restaurant. all of us enjoyed the meal until full.

* hope the HONG KONG, MACAU trip coming soon. then i can go with my family again.

finally settle down..

2009-02-20T07:37:00.000-08:00

finally changed all broken stuff in my lovely car, bulbs and everything which cannot function.

my dear sick..

2009-02-20T00:08:00.000-08:00

cute dear puppy sick when i reach home this morning, immediately send her to see doctor... poor girl, sick... i feel worried and sad. >.<

go or not going... Singapore

2009-02-19T07:02:00.000-08:00

timing crash with my important date.
Singapore trip, just need to pay bus tickets, and hotels, food and beverage all depends on him.
still wondering whether go or not going. If i go, i got no enough time to prepare 4th of march important date, how?

got to think it propably... so stressfulll now...

* 24 hours a day is totally not enough*

funniest thing happened first time in my life....

2009-02-19T01:19:00.000-08:00

FUNNY!!! today my brother asked me to go Post office to post his cd recorded to UK, London...

and yet I only brought rm100 in my purse, U knew that this period of time, is too dangerous to bring out so much of cash, then the staff told me that its costs Rm 125++! huh! OMG! i only realised i not enough money to pay her. I was thought the 4 pieces of cd will costs around Rm50++, then i got no idea, i have to get it back the cd, and go back home to take money and go again toomorrow.

waste my time and petrol.... its really thought me a good lesson, next time remember to take ATM's card along with me.. haiz....

TIRED! BUT I HAVE TO MAKE MY DREAM COME TRUE

2009-02-18T08:12:00.000-08:00

RECENTLY, feeling so stressful, sometimes, in the night i can't sleep..
all is because of my study and my career...
No matter how tired I am, how stressful I am, anything happens to me, i will get it,
the only thing is i need to achieve my goal, my dream...

hope the GOD will bless me..

meet up a friend after 4/5 years...

2009-02-18T07:55:00.000-08:00

since 2004, My best friend and I meet up him, but dunno when..
for that period of time, we are keeping contact to each other,
but because of time, im such a busy lady, long time didn't contact him( i guess 4- 5 years).

last few days, when i was having tuition at my Indian's students' house, I heard someone chating with his friend through his handphone, I looked at the guy, I realised that he was my friend, but im not dare to ask him until I went back home to find out his contact number, and I sms him, then Im very sure he is my friend.... COOL!! for such long period, he still remember me and my girlfriend.

then, after my class, we went for a drink near our house(OLDTOWN Kopitiam), although time passed in rushed, everyones have been mature, and I realised, friends for me, is super important... for the saying of myself, " without friends, there are no life to me."

FRIENDS FOREVER: }

happy valentine's

2009-02-15T00:51:00.000-08:00

happy valentines...
cake baked by siong ju and me....

before sending to the oven

one hour later...

finally our cheese cake baked...

about the taste, emm.... let's guess it...

my best friend- siong ju... we baked cheese cake at my house.

today, really a sweet and unforgetable memory.

new laptop, new life in 2009.

2009-02-13T10:03:00.000-08:00

for almost two months, I, without my laptop, I had been boring until...
but today really my lucky and happy day in my life.

1, went college to take my result, all passed in flying colors... when i go through my result, i got shocked...

2, night time, my brother fetch me to Midvalley, he bought me a new laptop me...

really happy and thanks to all my lecturers, they thought me well, so that i can did well in my pass exam.

thank to my brother too, if not him, i think i have to make installment to buy a RM2k plus new laptop...

really a good begining of OX year... although in last month, many incidents happened towards me, but finally i had settle all...

thank GOD coz blessing me.....

sad....laptop die....

2009-01-18T00:01:00.000-08:00

my ACER laptop had been comfirm die...

singapore, im coming

2008-12-16T02:48:00.000-08:00

finish my december exam, having around 3 months plus long holiday, tomorrow start my journey to singapore.....
when i back, will upload nice photo....take care my friends....got to go prepare my luggage.....

my new puppy- tze tsu

2008-12-16T01:50:00.000-08:00

bought a new puppy last week.

cute puppy once my daddy and I saw her in the cage at the shop.

then, my daddy paid deposit to buy her immediately.

new puppy named BB...she is only 5 months old....cute gall...

China's Cigarattes packaging

2008-12-16T01:39:00.000-08:00

huh! DOUBLE HAPPINESS? what's inside? actually is cigarattes from China.
cool rite?

sakae sushi at the curve

2008-12-16T01:35:00.000-08:00

enjoyed our lunch at SAKAE sushi...after shopping at the curve...

... friendship 4ever...

Rushing assignment but still go yam cha with friends

2008-12-12T23:55:00.000-08:00

BUsy week, classmates( ting ting and ken) was doing asssignment at my house.
went Gasonline Kepong for dinner.

fried kuey tiao
kam hiong fried chicken rice

iced lemon teasmiling face done by ken

ting ting with me at Gasonline kepong

Mc Chicken without burger( meat)

2008-12-12T23:13:00.000-08:00

first time in my life... having a Mc Chicken burger without meat...

made a complaint to the Mcdonald's customer service officer, in an hour, the XXX Mcdonald's branch manager sent back a new Mc chicken with meat for me.

can said that the service is good atleast they do something for their customers.

the new burger sent, compare both burger, is such big different... good experience for me.

finally finish exam and having 3 months holidays

2008-12-12T07:18:00.000-08:00

planning for my holiday...

disappear because...

2008-11-28T07:14:00.000-08:00

this moment no time to update my blog, because of the followings:

1. final exam coming soon....
2. need to push more for my student BM, BI for exam for the entry of Kuan Cheng HIgh School,
3. worry him (Jason), don't know whether he can enter for the High School,
4. rushing 5 assignment in short time... within 2 weeks,
5. need to help up my friends (Ken, Ting ting) PR assignment,
6. preparing myself for the notes for my final,
7. spending 3 days for my family because my brother came back home from Manila,
8. celebrated my brother birthday,

so, i need someone to donate their times for me, got no time for myself....

beside working, studying, and helping out my friends, i really no much time...

disappear for a moment...

2008-11-28T07:12:00.000-08:00

im back! finally got some time to update my blog....

i need rest...

2008-11-12T09:01:00.000-08:00

timeliness...... i need more time do finish up my things....

quantum of solace

2008-11-10T08:55:00.000-08:00

went movie- Quantum Of Solace with my BOSS, and also students.

COMMENT: fall sleep in the cinema... boring till....ZZzzzzz...

luckily they pay for me for the tickets....if not i rather sleep at home.

what is done, cannot be undone

2008-11-10T08:46:00.002-08:00

what was hapenned just let it be, don't think back, what you need to do is continue your life.
for my own view, I had learnt many from my life, the bad life of my life is on 2007. it is bad to me... I lost 2 hp, met accident and bla bla bla.... sien...

but what is done, it is already there, we need to take the experience for future... after praying, i hope good luck will come to me.... hope it....

天后宫一游

2008-11-10T08:41:00.001-08:00

就是想到最近心灵不安，考试，功课多的是，就是烦死人了。
所以和朋友们到天后宫去拜拜。希望所有事情都能顺顺利利。
之后觉得心情好多了，人也不会那么烦恼了。

pls: 希望祈求的愿望都能实现。

心情欠佳

2008-11-10T08:30:00.000-08:00

最近不知为什么，老是睡不好，吃不安。尤其是我越来越讨厌我自己。
为何自己想要的东西，我就是不敢自己去面对，自己坦白？
就像是世界末日，什么东西对我而言就像是空虚的。
有的等于没有，我好讨厌我自己，虽然朋友都说那是要自己争取的，但我办不到，我只好默默的守候吧！
我不是不想面对，而是害怕！

busyyyyyy

2008-11-04T08:05:00.000-08:00

if a couple can become so sweet as the babies....

2008-11-03T01:57:00.000-08:00

Agains... LOVE make someone headache...

If we can make love like the babies... the world will be beautiful.

Even BABIES also know how to love others, why ADULTS can not?

LOVE the one you love.... show your love to the one....

LOVE make your life feel better and warmer....

Male + Female toilet....

2008-11-03T01:45:00.000-08:00

GUESS what is this?

2008-11-03T01:39:00.000-08:00

What Is this? A dog? A panda?

Is a dog, looked alike with panda......

soSOso cute!!!!

tired... hope everything will be fine....

2008-11-02T07:36:00.000-08:00

tmr my brother will be going to manila, then agains we went for dinner.

my assignment still in process.... but im too tired to finish it.... how lazy i am?

hope i could done all my work as soon as possible.

done a good things today...

2008-11-01T08:38:00.000-07:00

well, although today I super tired, but I felt happy because I did a good things.
Today in the afternoon, I received my mum call, then she told me my Boss saw a purse which inside have cash around RM500, and some important personal document such as IC, Driving license, medical card etc. My Boss ask my mum to find out the person and pass back for him.

well, of cause, when everyone saw a purse with cash RM500, they will sure take it and use it.
BUT, all friends must learn from my Boss who is so kind hearted, she never feel greedy, and knew that the person will sure sad after losing a large total of cash. Please be honest, don't take things which is not belongs to you! if not, the one who lost it, sure will cry and sad....

around 6pm, i fetch my classmates back to their home, then i rush back to have dinner with my mum, then around 8pm, i went my indian students house to teach them. although is tired but i lazy to go their house on Sunday. Coz i neeeed REST and also need to finish up my coursework and prepare for my final. therefore, luckily around 1 hour, I done my tuition. haha... I can go back home to have my bath, but once i reach home, my mum and sis ask me to fetch them to find the purse owner... HUH! nevermine, i knew the feelings of losing personal things. So, nevermine, i fetch them to look around. LUckily, i saw the owner IC, and yet i knew the person is my primary school mates, then i straigth went to the person house. SEE! i always like to help ppl....

finally, he feel thank q for all of us... and give us Rm50 for yam cha, but we refuse it, and my mum is so good, adviced him to take good care of personal things, if for others, sure take and run. so he super happy and thanks us.

after all things done, i reach home around 1030pm... is time for me to go for my bath... thank GOD...

happy DEEPAVALI

2008-10-27T01:51:00.000-07:00

Second time celebrated Deepavali.

around 1pm went to my students house for the Deepavali open house.

this year is the last year, they celebrated in this house, because they will be moving to Puchong next few months later.

I like the spicy food they cook and the tasty muruku.

cool man! My boss give me BIg angpau!

Guess how much is the angpau?

the amount is unbelieveable!!!

really happy coz i meet a good boss..... thank god.

feeling of me...

2008-10-26T00:56:00.000-07:00

Having 3 days holiday, but for me, is equal to busy day....
even Deepavali also have to do replacement for my tuition students.
Well, is my own fault, because, I always on leave, due to my tiredness... so I should face the music.
today is Sunday, the whole family went out... but left me at home... kust now around 11am, i went out for my lunch with my family. but i choose to come back, because i still have a lots of work need to cover.
this is a wonderful sunday for me, because I can do whatever things I want. but, still the same, i need to do course work... not 1 course work, is 4 course work.....

this time, i can not do it last minute, because im having final exam on December 2008. so have to done all course work before november... so i can use up the whole november to do my exam revision.

im having 6 papers on december exam.. except exam, revision, i have to prepare things for my tuition class. thats why I really busy....how come my life is such stuckkkk...

sometimes i really envy my friends, they can do whatever they want, go wherever they want, buy whatever they want without thinking. their money is just like air, never finish. but for me, haiz... chamz(pity)..

maybe this is really a good practices for me, i can learn to take care myself, earn pocket money myself, without burdening my parents. is it im a good daughter for them? ( I think so)

but, this kind of gal, is hard to find somebody to love them or help up them... because others will feel she is strong, without help, she can settle everythings by her own.

* sorry ya... is totally opposite, im a weak gal although i pretend like strong... sometimes even cry at night...(hehe)

who read this, especially ladies, YOu must know how to do things by your own, because there is nobody is going willing to help you in your life.... all is done by urself....unless you really meet a good guy in your life.

my dental experience

2008-10-25T01:34:00.001-07:00

I still remember since form 1, my mum brought me to CAHAYA SURIA( near kota raya), to met up government dentist. because that time my teeth is really super ugly.

this is my previous teeth... UGLY LEH!!!

thank GoD, because i now become lenglui ady...

last time, i really scared to smile or even laugh, because, teeth not pretty...but today, im so confident to smile....

* OF CAUSE, those days I was so suffer, and yet I had suffer it for 3 years... those days cannot eat lotz of things, because:

1) I feel lazy after eating, because need to brush up my teeth;

2) dentist ask me not to eat foods like ice- cream, sweets, bubble gam, drumstick(kfc)

3) While eating, need to make the foods into small pieces,

so, thise days, i only will eat porriage as my meal....

thats why i will be a bit lose weight..

but, after that, take off my braises, of cause. i sure will eat whatever I want....

now, is time for me to lose down my weight...

life in KL

2008-10-25T01:23:00.001-07:00

Life is really busy in KL...

super stress

2008-10-23T07:28:00.000-07:00

this morning, I realized that my face become more and more ugly with pimples...

OMG! can not believed that was my face... from this it can show that how stress am I this few weeks...

although I sleep early around 10pm plus every night, but this can't work.

the only thing i can do to release stress is to listen to music. but no extra time for that particular activities.

so I let it be, next month I need to go for facial, or else I will be worst that now.

met an ediot this morning!!!

2008-10-22T06:25:00.000-07:00

when i reached Masjid Jamek this morning,

I met an ediot...

why I ask the person ediot?

this made me so worried and scared of him...

He is a guy, and he bang off all road sign boards,

push down all motorecycles besides roadsides...

I think he should have mentally problem.

Normally, I walk super fast, but, today,

I walked slow and steady because I scared of the stupid guy will turn back and do something acnormaly

feel stress in the moment

2008-10-13T07:30:00.000-07:00

finals, assignment, in this 3 months i have to rush 6 papers.
it is abit rushing, but its good for me, coz i can graduate more early.

although im going to lost my tuition students in few months time, im stress, because i hope i could finish my course early then i no need to think about my financial problem anymore, with my full time job i can survive.

i always believe that, "WHAT YOU SOW, SO SHALL YOU REAP" in your life.

everyone is the same in this world, need to work hard, then only can be success in the future.

I know I can make it, sure need to took away all stress from my mind, only think off the way to settle problems...

life

2008-10-12T05:06:00.000-07:00

when someone feels alone, thats mean he/ she is lonely.

when someone feels busy, thats mean he/ she is working hard for money for their life.

when someone feels missing, thats mean he/ she is falling in love with someone.

what you feel recently?

thats is why there are many different feelings in our life.

爱到了尽头

2008-10-11T05:58:00.000-07:00

时间过了，走了，爱情面临选择，

你冷了，倦了，我哭了，

一开始都不快乐，你用卡片纸写着，

有些爱只给到这，真的痛了。

怎么了，你累了，说还的，幸福呢？

我懂了，不说了，爱淡了，梦远了，

开心与不开心一意义心数着你再不舍。

那些爱过的感觉都太深刻，我都还记得，

你不懂了，说好的，幸福呢，

我错了，泪干了，放手了，后悔了，

知识回忆的音乐盒在璇转着，要怎么听呢？

感情是个很难解答的一种问题

2008-10-11T05:50:00.000-07:00

你是否对你的另一班产生厌倦呢？

为何不疼爱她/他？

如果要选择分开的一天，为何当初要开始呢？

这么做，你只会伤害到对方还有你自己。

不要让自己作出后悔的事情，一旦过去了，就再也不会回来了。